Derek Henderson
flung.
       (How William went about it.)
 
 
I was tomorrow.  I want them.  to.
 
I am alive.  I am the first to.  I work.
 
loved, I wanted to know seedburst.  I want or.
 
by a hundred to her.  I illness.  I worry.
 
for more years before I keel, I want I, I
 
I am people, I am ago, I am ego.
over every want is want.
 
I have wants, I have schools, I have being.
 
I can never be a dead boy, can never be want.
 
I know to sort and ship out, I know a lot of things.
 
I know how to be a girl, know how to stop.
 
loud, stinking of love, of whining,
of those people I was loved by.
 
I come to want, upset, needing want,
 
needing my wants and wanting to be her
 
and for her to be my worth.
 
an identified disturbance in a dead house.
 
there was an illness before we ever knew
an illness of the sort I want to hate.
 
to be of.
 
to die whole.

O O O, if I keep every word I am frightened of,
I will want everything I have to be gone away.
 
disconcern.  to do, to be,
is, I know, a rotten lot of want.
 
dissolve, care for something more than this.
 
I went so far as to want that quirk.