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Samanthas painting
for Les Murray
Oh summer day & lilacs abound
This is a Samantha day
This is a day for easel outing,
lunch packed in proper basket
by Helena the maid,
the old green MG out of the garage
Oh but all forgotten the landscape
The rolling hills of Pamphrey,
that rush of the river Brooke
This is a Samantha day
And everybodys there with her
Each tube of oil is someone
Wish I knew which green was me
But light lilac I know is Samantha
Light lilac flowers on off-white muslin
Still life with tulip and chimneys
Even though lifes
like a still life today,
what with chill,
a sheet of incessant rain &
this being a holiday,
there must be motion
somewhere behind each
one of those still windows
There must be
Since I dont have one,
I imagine a tulip
in the window,
screaming vermilion
from hot sun rays
soaked in
at the chimneys
stuck up in todays torpor
Theres life somewhere,
Im sure of it
Loving and free
Theres nobody to tell you,
and if there were
youd tell them to go to hell,
youre on your own,
youre your own man,
and theres opportunity
out there, a wide field of it,
you have only an inkling
of its expanse. Youre on
this freedom trip because
youve severed something,
an attachment you felt
was a string, one whose
tucking was in one
direction only, and you
were sick of the tuck.
But thats only one thing
think of verse, and its
wide expanse. Now thats
freedom. You can do
anything, and with the
advent of computers
you dont even need
paper. You need current,
but thats ok, everyone
needs it nowadays, even
though the same could
be said of paper think
of toilet paper. Anyway,
Im free from the love
business tonight as well,
thoroughly sick of its
ups and downs and pit-
falls. What is true love?
Is there ever more than
one instance of it? Then
a drop into cold water
from that serenity, or
into the scald of felt
betrayal or foolishness.
This is freedom. Take
it now. Youll leave it
again too soon,
when this belligerence
is over as it will be,
just like everything
else that will always be
over in an instant,
tomorrow, when some-
thing else comes up,
when you betray love,
when you betray
freedom. |